Confusing

I told him I needed a break.
I told him that I don't know who I am and I need time to figure it out.
I told him that I rely on him for everything and that I need to know what it's like to not have him to turn to.
I told him that I loved him

He said, is it a bad thing that you come to me for everything?
He said that he still doesn't know who he is.
He said that he knows I've grown a lot while I've been with him; I can continue to grow with him.
He said he'd miss me.

I don't feel single. I don't feel anything.

I lied. I miss him. I want him back.

I don't know if I did the right thing.

I don't know what to do.